"There is time for getting inspired -- and then there is time for doing something with that inspiration"
When in doubt, move. I've always been someone who adapts well to change. It's a gift I carry with me and wear on my sleeve, especially when performing.
When in doubt, stand still. Life also requires these moments of us. To stand still. I'm not very good at them. I think more so, I just have had so many I've discovered it is just as easy to skip the status quo on this and keep moving.
When I make the conscious choice to follow urgency, I acknowledge there are many other ways to follow your intuition. But staying in the battle of resistance has been key for my mindset.
Or so I thought . . . who am I to have the hard fast truth on how I need to be? Yes, I've intimately known myself the longest, and spend the most time up in the inner workings of my mind.
But life and the mind works differently than we expect. On a daily weekly basis. Just like this past week. I could have sworn that I made many reminders to get the blog post out and live this last week. Alas when Sunday night came, I paced around and twiddled my thumbs. I somehow managed to get through the whole week, without ever slowing down to focus on my tasks at hand.
I realized since I'm only human, I seriously need some better rules in play for myself. Working remotely and as my own boss has been a gift, but also a curse building this business. It has made me stronger than I ever could have imagined. More responsible, every minute of every day. It has made me choose to follow my own heart time and time again. Choose to not allow despair and dark tunnels hold me back from manifesting a new frontier for me.
So many times have I wanted to share the burden. Admit defeat, move on rather than forward. Too many times did I consider quitting. And nearly every week, for some period of time I struggle with what to write about on the blog or what to post on social media. Or the question, Am I really doing this? Like for real? This isn't just some big dream. Because fuck I could use another POV on if I'm following the right map coursed for my life.
In all the commotion of life right now, I'm moving. Along the way in the process, fighting the very question of moving. I stopped, paused fully and looked at my life. I simply trusted the Power's that be -- that the best outcome was on it's way.
And here we are, planning our move out in 30 days. Just dipping our toes into the packing zone. Realizing, the time is always now to capitalize on life's forthcomings. Instead of getting so systematic with this blog. I'm going to live, write, and connect more freely.
Thus embarks me on this new promise:
I promise to have at least one blog post up a week before the new week starts, marked by 12AM Monday morning. How about that? Did you notice the "at least one" part? Yah baby.
I ask myself after writing this, how can it get any better than this? Because phew. Man does that drop a weight off my shoulders tasking blogging with a new kind of responsibility. Suddenly the heaviness is gone. Committedly I can bring you all the light and words that are needed.
Because at my core I follow through. At my core, I have no doubt. At my core, I see the bigger vision.
This has been a week full of responsibilities, and I am enjoying the revelation that they will never stop arriving. Stepping out to step up is life crushing, but moving aside and stepping into the light in the flow. Mind-blasting-greatness!! At my core, I believe.
So I am choosing to live more freely. Optimizing on my ability to own creativity at any moment, because that's who I authentically am at my core. Make my moves within the flow, rather than fighting and resisting to make my own choices.
Because what if there was a movie map of your life - and the reason you're not living in the light -- is that you're simply not owning up to the responsibilities that lie within the talents in your life?
Join me or don't, the choice is freely yours. I'm going to be connecting through multiple portals of social media as well. And the site is getting a makeover soon. I cannot wait to share more of this month's Yogi Inspirations: Gone Rogue with you. You'll get the plug soon - stay tuned!
Thanks for reading. I'll go deeper again soon.